Hey, I Love you and want you to know that I am doing pretty well.
I don’t really know how to feel about skyping on Christmas. I think we will be
skyping around 4-5pm here so you can be prepared for that. I think that is
pretty early there hopefully you all will be available. My new Companion is
Elder Drinkwater. He is only 8 months out and he is a new district leader. So
that’s cool.
I am sorry that I am
struggling and never really write anything cool home. So I have been really thinking this week
and I have been kind of struggling with myself this week. I feel like I am
always struggling. I think it’s always my own doing as well. It’s because I get
uncomfortable when I become stagnant. Bottom line is that I am not really happy
and I have always just when I wasn’t happy I changed the circumstances and that
usually fixes it. I am just stuck in a rut I guess I do the work and I try my
best to be enthusiastic about it. However at the end of the day it feels like a
drag. I am trying to just let go and like in Matt 10 when Jesus tells the
apostles along the lines of “those that save their lives shall lose it, but
those that lose their life for my sake will find it”.
The work is going ok here. The people are all just on vacation now
so we don’t have any appointments. Which sucks, but we are hoping really hard
to get let in by someone so we can share the Christmas message with everyone.
It’s hard because people just think we want to convert them and not just let us
bring them this awesome video. So that’s dumb. I am trying to develop my faith.
I think that is probably the area that I lack the most recently. I have come to
a solid knowledge that the Gospel of Jesus Christ was restored and that what I
share with people every day is exactly that.
I love you Mom I am excited to talk with everyone. I
don’t have much to say this week other than I miss Elder Mostoller he is a good
kid and I will miss him.
I will see you Friday Merry Christmas <3
Love Kyle
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